It's time again to empty things out;
time again to scrape the sides,
to apply some heavy abrasives
...and soon enough,
re-adjust the settings and walk on.

running doctors

I love running. This week I've had some fabulous runs... there is nothing that makes me feel better... well, maybe a few things. I'm starting to enjoy being a student again, truly, only this is about the time in the quarter for burn out: week 7. Two midterms next week and two the following with projects, homework, papers, teamwork, etc. I love it. It gives me a purpose, a grand purpose; I get to learn from individuals who have dedicated their lives to this information. They lead me in the right direction and test my knowledge. It's amazing. If only I had this perspective the first go-round!

I started to consider a doctorate degree today... there is much time yet to come, and I will probably work to pay off debt for quite some time, but I'm not ruling it out just yet as a possibility.

So I'm off to study... yes, at 6:27PM on a Saturday night. I wouldn't have to if I didn't spend so much time cleaning today or if I didn't go to Magic Mountain yesterday! But a clean house makes for a clean mind, and riding roller coasters is well, just fun :)

OK, I'm back...

It's been less than two months and I miss writing... actually I've been writing, a lot in fact, just not here on my trusty blog. After trying to figure out how to save this blog in my personal archives, I found myself just wanting to write again. So, I'm trying again.

I did come to a realization that my processing can be quite negative. I feel like that's how I know how to process, but I'm learning that it doesn't have to be that way. So my goal is to write from the heart, but also to keep my glass half full.

By now I think I may have lost most of my readers, and maybe that's a good thing? If you do read my blog... enjoy it, but keep the judgements to a minimum please. I learn as I write, and will continue to learn my entire life.

So, I'm back. We'll see how it goes... and this could be proof that stubborn people can come around, eventually.